絕望中幸遇法輪大法

【真相網2020.1.20】【文: 江蘇惠蓮】我們一家三代五口人，平常之家，生活過的很平靜。可是二零一六年八月份，由於我的身體出現了問題，打破了這平靜的日子，使全家都陷入了痛苦之中。

那天早上，因天熱，我做完早飯就去洗臉。無意中一下子碰到了前胸，覺得裡面有個硬塊，當時也沒有多想。吃完早飯後去買菜，遇到了一個鄰居，跟她講了我胸部有個硬塊的事，她勸我趕快去醫院檢查。當天我就去了。檢查結果竟然是乳腺癌！

第二天我就辦理了住院手續。我在醫院住了二十幾天，切掉了右邊乳房。手術後引流袋一直沒能拿掉，每天能看到從管子里有黃色液體流到袋子里。一直到出院這袋子也沒有拿掉。

那時我的心理壓力很大，因為我這一病會給家人造成很大的負擔。一家人的生活節奏完全被打亂了，為我擔心，孩子們吃不好、睡不好，工作也受影響。老伴一天到晚低著頭，不想說話，彷彿一下蒼老了許多。一家人不但要承受精神壓力，還有經濟壓力。因為醫生說，象我這樣要化療八次，靶向治療和內分泌治療，時間要長達半年多。

第一次化療後我的身體就虛弱了很多，乾嘔、吃不下飯，頭髮一把一把的往下掉。晚上睡覺，左肩上放置了輸液用的針管，右邊的腋下掛著引流袋，睡覺不能翻身，因不管碰到哪一邊都不行，只能平躺著，夜裡睡不著覺。禍不單行，此時還出現了牙痛。找牙醫看，被告知：化療期間不能拔牙。真是痛苦萬分！

第一次化療終於熬了過去。出院後，每隔兩天還要到醫院檢查。走路都發飄，彷彿沒了根。我跟老伴說：｢我不想化療了，我受不了，你們每天給我吃什麼我都吃不下。｣他就說：｢你堅持堅持吧，聽醫生的。｣早上他在我的床邊痛哭流淚，勸我堅持化療。那時，我不讓兒子一家來我這兒，不想讓他們看到我痛苦的模樣。兒子背地裡不知哭了多少回。

第二次化療時，我的情況更糟糕，滿嘴的潰瘍，不能吃飯。兒子看到我痛苦的模樣，對我說：｢媽，您要堅持吃點。｣我告訴他們：｢我實在是吃不下。｣我全身浮腫，晚上睡覺洗腳都是老伴幫我洗。每天晚上我睡在床上，心裏想著：這麼難受什麼時候是個頭啊！錢花了，恐怕人也沒了。給家人增加了負擔，還不如死了呢。

一想到死，我又丟不下一起生活了幾十年的老伴。他從未罵過、打過我一下，不管遇到什麼事情我倆都能一起扛過來；我也丟不下每天一下班，進門就找媽媽的兒子、兒媳；更丟不下上初中的孫子，自己一走了之，可家人承受的痛苦太大了。可是這化療實在無法忍受，所以我還是告訴老伴和兒子不想再化療，不想再遭這罪了。兒子、老伴都不同意。兒子說：｢媽，錢您不用擔心，我們就是把房子賣了也要給您治病，我不能沒有媽。｣

老伴、兒子的眼淚使我左右為難，我該怎麼辦啊？

就在這極度的絕望中，我的一個朋友知道了。他對我說：｢你現在這樣，不如和我一起學法輪功吧。｣他就講了法輪功的神奇，法輪大法的美好，以及他自己怎樣由身患重病走投無路煉功後迅速恢復健康的過程。

第二天，他就帶來了一位修煉法輪功的同修，還給我帶來一本《轉法輪》、師父的講法錄音帶、教功錄影帶。當我剛一聽師父的講法錄音時，我的刀口處就象被針刺了一樣的感覺。晚上睡覺前，我手捧著《轉法輪》這本書，很快就被書中的內容吸引，完全忘記了自己的病，越看越舒服。於是我就堅定了一念：不去醫院化療了！

我對老伴說：｢我活一天，就要快快樂樂的過一天，你讓我自己當家做主。不管怎樣我都不怨你們，我決定了。｣老伴和兒子看到我虛弱的身體，知道我再也承受不住了，就同意了我的想法。我去醫院把身上的引流袋和針管都拔掉了。我要把命交給大法。就這樣我得法了。

隨著每天的學法、煉功，我的身體一天天好起來。有一段時間，每天晚上睡覺時牙痛的睡不著，我就跟老伴說：｢我們讀法吧。｣捧起《轉法輪》讀著讀著，牙不疼了，僅僅幾天，就徹底好了。這就是大法的神奇。

我每天和老伴一起學法、煉功。師父不斷的給我調理身體、凈化身體，不久我就從被病魔折磨的不想活下去的人，變成了一個健健康康的人。

現在，我的家中又恢復了往日的平靜，在這平靜中又多了一份祥和的氣氛。我每天又能給孩子們做可口的飯菜，送孫子上學；又能聽到兒子每天下班回來，開門就叫｢媽｣的親切聲，老伴和孩子不再為我的身體擔驚受怕。他們知道，是大法救了我的命給了我新生，沒有大法的救度，就沒有我，就沒有這個完整的家，也就沒有他們今天舒適的生活。是啊，我得法了，他們受益良多。

感謝慈悲偉大的師尊救了我，也救了我們全家。在今後的修煉道路上，我要聽師父的話，多學法，用真、善、忍來要求自己，跟著師父走好修煉的路。我也希望能聽到、看到我經歷的朋友們，為你們的家人，為你們自己的未來都能與大法結緣，使每個家庭、每個人都擁有平安、幸福。

謝謝師父！
謝謝同修！

English Version: https://en.minghui.org/html/articles/2020/1/17/182214.html

New Practitioner: At My Lowest Point, Falun Dafa Saved Me

When I became ill in August 2016, our peaceful family life was shattered and thrown into misery.

It was a hot day so I washed up after making breakfast. I discovered a hard lump in my breast. I wasn't concerned. I went shopping and met a neighbor. When I casually mentioned the lump, she urged me to go to the hospital for a checkup. I went that day and was told I had breast cancer.

My right breast was removed and I was hospitalized for more than 20 days. I was under a lot of pressure because my illness was a huge financial and emotional burden on my family. Everyone's lives were disrupted. My son was so worried about my condition that he couldn't sleep and his work was affected. My husband became very quiet and seemed to have suddenly aged. Not only did my family suffer mentally, but the medical bills strained our family finances. The doctors said I had to go through eight chemotherapy sessions over a six-month period.

I was very weak after the first round of chemotherapy. I kept throwing up and had no appetite. My hair fell out in clumps. I had to sleep with a drip in my left shoulder and a drainage bag under my right armpit. I had to lie flat on my back and I couldn't turn over or sleep on my side. To make matters worse, I had a toothache. The dentist said he couldn't remove the bad tooth because I was undergoing chemotherapy. I was in terrible pain.

After I finished the first chemotherapy session, I told my husband I couldn't take it. He encouraged me to hang on. He wept and begged me to continue the treatments. I told my son and his family to stop visiting me as I did not want them to see how much pain I was in. I later learned that my son secretly wept many times.

My condition got worse after the second chemotherapy session. My mouth was full of ulcers and I couldn't eat. My body became swollen and my husband had to bathe me. Every night I lay in bed thinking: ｢When will my suffering end? After spending all this money I'm going to die anyway. But I'd rather die than be a burden.｣

When I thought about dying, I couldn't bear the thought of leaving my husband behind. He has always been very kind and we've been through a lot. I also couldn't leave my son, his wife and my grandson behind. But, they had already suffered so much because of my illness. I just couldn't endure the chemotherapy treatments. I told my husband and son that I wanted to stop. They disagreed. My son said, ｢Mom, don't worry about the money. We'll treat your illness even if we have to sell the house. We cannot lose you.｣

When I was at my lowest point, a friend suggested I try practicing Falun Dafa. He explained that he'd quickly recovered from a severe illness through this traditional meditation practice.

The following day, he brought the main book of the teachings – Zhuan Falun, as well as Master Li's (the founder of the spiritual practice) lecture tapes and an exercise instruction video. As I listened to the lectures, it felt like a needle was pricking the spot where I had surgery. I began reading Zhuan Falun that night. I forgot about my illness. The more I read, the better I felt. I decided not to go to the hospital for the remaining chemotherapy sessions.

I told my husband, ｢As long as I'm still alive, I want to practice Falun Dafa.｣ He knew I couldn't take any more treatments and respected my decision. I went to the hospital and got my drip and the drainage bag removed. I decided to put my life in Master Li's hands.

I kept doing the exercises and reading the teachings and each day I felt better. When I could not sleep due to the toothache, I said to my husband, ｢Let's study the Fa.｣ I picked up Zhuan Falun and as I read, the pain disappeared. Within a few days, my tooth was perfectly normal. It was miraculous!

I did the exercises and studied the books every day with my husband. Master kept purifying my body and in no time, I was healthy!

Things are now back to normal in my family. In fact, our lives are now even more harmonious. Once again, I can cook delicious food for the family and take my grandson to school. I'm greeted by my son's cheerful voice when he returns home from work. My husband and son no longer have to worry about me. They're grateful to Falun Dafa for saving my life and restoring our happy family.

Thank you, Master Li! I'll continue to practice and cultivate myself by following the principles of Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance. I hope that those who have witnessed my astonishing recovery will one day practice Falun Dafa.